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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
LORD GOD, Majesty...My King
Today I have heard the Lord talking with me. From the beginning of my day when I first woke up until the moment that I began writing this blog and as I continue to write, I feel the Lord's presence in my day.
My day started off like almost any other, I woke up and checked my technology aka phone, email, facebook...the entire deal. I sent out a few messages to friends along with scrolling briefly through the feed to find out what all happened since I last checked. It was while I was doing this that I discovered that one of the guys in my theatre troupe, Richard Gomez was needed prayers about his college decision. Richard had originally planned on attending a place called the Honor Academy, but thought that Abilene Christian (my college) might be a better fit. For those of you who are not up to date on my personal opinions and likes/dislikes, Richard, though he is not my least favorite person, he is not on the top of my list by any means and many of the things that he does bugs me to no end. Him being at ACU would mean that I would have to continue to put up with him for several more years at a place that I recently deemed (which I am saying at the risk of sounding like a three year old) "mine" The worst of it, is that I don't think that he even realizes that he gets on my nerves. (Which bugs me even more.)
Anyways, soon after I found out that he might attend ACU I began having dreams that sometime in the future I would be interviewing for an internship only to find out that another intern at the particular church for the summer would be Richard. Last night, I even had a dream that I was married to Drew and we had planted a church where he was the pastor and I was the youth minister. It was several years into our church and our youth group had grown and I became pregnant. We had talked and made the decision that once I got to a certain point, we would find another youth minister to help out. In this dream I got rather angry with Drew (I think I might have even thrown several pillows at him) when I found out that he had already hired someone, Richard.
Alright, this is not a blog about Richard, but I did need to give a bit of background to explain why my action was not a norm for me. This morning I started off by looking up verses and writing a card to Richard that told him that I would be praying for him and that one of the things that he needed to consider when making his decision was where he wanted to call his church home. Silly me, I even suggested that he check out Beltway, the church that I will be attending. As he irks me, one might be able to see how this letter was an act of God and not something that I would do on my own.
The next part of my day as I went to school included good things: talking with Drew, easy work in 2nd period, laughs in the black box with Reade, dance class, finding out that I could finally fully get my right side split in dance, and being in a group with people I enjoy hanging out with! Tech theatre brought laughs and a box of every flavor jelly beans at lunch brought enjoyment to the entire table as we discovered the odd tastes of skunk spray and the delicious tastes of buttered popcorn and such. One might wonder why in a span of 30 minutes my day flipped upside down.
Algebra 2 is a downer at the best of days, but today it made me want to cry. I started missing Drew incredibly and the want to be with him for longer than a few days drove me nuts. Messages such as "I hate long distance relationships! HATE THEM" and "Its just getting to be really difficult to e here when you are there. I know it is not that much longer, but I feel like our relationship is on hold almost because I don't see you. I know that you say that relationships are not about seeing each other but knowing each other, but I feel like I am not getting to know you more. I love you so much but it is just hard right now." were sent and I felt like I was alone in a room full of people. I began journaling, writing down prayers for people that I had said that I would pray for and trying to describe the feeling that I was having. When I told Drew about it, and how I just couldn't place it, he asked me if it was a sad sort of feeling. I discovered that he was having the same feeling that I was having.
I sent out a message to some friends asking for prayers for relationships and for strength to be a servant to Christ. For the rest of the school day though, I felt this feeling of depression.
As soon as I started walking out to my car, I called Drew, wanting to talk, wanting to ease this feeling that we were both having, wanting to find out the news that he said that he had for me, a prayer he said that he thought had been answered. As I was driving home, he told me that he had been praying and that maybe God had kept an internship from him because he wasn't supposed to be doing an internship this summer. Maybe he was supposed to be at home, or be in the Sugar Land area. Nothing he said is set in stone yet, but please pray for me for this decision. I told him that I would and then for a long time we stayed on the phone, catching up and doing what short 20 minute conversations can not do, we spent time together, something that I consider to be a blessing from God, because love comes from God and we would not have love if it were not for Him.
I checked my email when I got home and received this email
"Hello. As you may know, the Lenten season begins at the end of this month on Ash Wednesday, February 25. We will be doing a series entitled “Faith Comes By Hearing”, which will focus on listening to the Word of God daily as a congregation. The pastors would like to have the Bible scripture read during the beginning of the worship services by a member. Your name was recommended by the pastors as someone who may be interested in doing this."
I immediately accepted and the verse I received was Matthew 26:17-29 which talks about the Lord's Supper at the Maundy Thursday service. I have a love/hate relationship with this service, it has always been an emotional one for me since the first time I attended. It is a service where you depart in silence and I remember having so many questions for my mom as we walked out of the bare sanctuary. I feel blessed and honored to read the scripture for this service as it is one that shows how much my Savior loves me.
My friend Jessica usually dances on Wednesday nights, but slowly seems to be drifting away from it between the rush of senior year and possibly even a weariness of it after so many years of participation. This Wednesday night though, I felt a strong urge to get her to come to youth group with me at FCYG. We have been doing a series on encountering God which I have thought to be really amazing. It fills me with joy to know what others have gone through and seen them triumphant through God's glory. Anyways, I pestered Jessica several times, asking her over and over "hey do you wanna go with me tonight?" Finally she gave in.
We follow a pattern for the most part on Wednesday nights. Hang out, announcements, worship, break out, lesson, prayer groups. This was not a normal Wednesday for me though. I have grown up in a rather conservative Methodist church where we stood, sang the hymns, sat back down. I have always been uncomfortable at even the thought of holding up my hands when I am glorifying God through singing. Tonight though, I felt the Holy Spirit moving through me and I lifted my hand up, not the least bit uncomfortable, and so natural. I felt God moving through me and closer to Him, feeling like I was doing more than just my usual worship, I was WORSHIPING! This is not to say at all that I have never WORSHIPED the Lord before, but this felt totally different than even that. I am not certain what prompted it, but it felt wonderful to glorify God in that way tonight. During some of the songs I also sat down to write down some prayers. In my journal I address God either as God, Lord, or LORD God. Tonight ink flowed through my pen, powerfully yet gracefully forming the praises LORD God, Majesty, My King. I can not ever remember I time that I have called God the names Majesty or My King of my own free will. I prayed for Him to use me for His will, to help me to submit myself fully to Him, to be my desire everyday and remind me that the only way that I could be fulfilled is through Him, through His Word, His Power, and His Grace. I asked to be able to look and find all of the ways that His power is shown in my life. As we continued to sing, I felt joy.
Some days I really need a church building. Highly ornamental and full of symbols are the ones that I look for. Don't get me wrong, I can worship anywhere, but some days, I need the building...something about the way I grew up. Tonight was one of those nights. I turned to Jessica and asked if she had a certain time that she needed to be home and upon finding out that she didn't, I asked if she would mind stopping by my church. I really need some Sanctuary time I said. Not a problem. We drove over there.
When we arrived, I set my stuff down in a pew and went up to the altar just to put my hand on it and pray. I felt an urging after just contemplation to take communion. I went to where they keep it and found what I needed and as I stared up at the cross hanging from the ceiling, I felt so small and insignificant staring up at it from the base of the altar where I was sitting. My thoughts brought me to the scripture that I will be reading in April, and I took communion as I read it, staring up at the cross and thanking God for the huge sacrifice that He made when He allowed His son to save the world from sin. The sacrifice on Jesus's part when he chose to fullfil His purpose, for it was a choice. He could have quit teaching and continued on with his life, but he chose the death given to criminals on a cross where he was tortured, mocked, and left to suffer.
While I was there I asked for forgiveness for the days that I let waste away because I don't feel like doing anything. I rememered that I am not guarenteed tomorrow and I shouldn't be taking things for granted because I do not deserve them. I felt humbled. Today, I felt like God was forceful, yet gentle with me. I tried to describe the feeling to Drew on the phone and what he said described my day perfectly. John 10:11 "I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep." Today, God showed me that He is my Good Shepherd.
My day started off like almost any other, I woke up and checked my technology aka phone, email, facebook...the entire deal. I sent out a few messages to friends along with scrolling briefly through the feed to find out what all happened since I last checked. It was while I was doing this that I discovered that one of the guys in my theatre troupe, Richard Gomez was needed prayers about his college decision. Richard had originally planned on attending a place called the Honor Academy, but thought that Abilene Christian (my college) might be a better fit. For those of you who are not up to date on my personal opinions and likes/dislikes, Richard, though he is not my least favorite person, he is not on the top of my list by any means and many of the things that he does bugs me to no end. Him being at ACU would mean that I would have to continue to put up with him for several more years at a place that I recently deemed (which I am saying at the risk of sounding like a three year old) "mine" The worst of it, is that I don't think that he even realizes that he gets on my nerves. (Which bugs me even more.)
Anyways, soon after I found out that he might attend ACU I began having dreams that sometime in the future I would be interviewing for an internship only to find out that another intern at the particular church for the summer would be Richard. Last night, I even had a dream that I was married to Drew and we had planted a church where he was the pastor and I was the youth minister. It was several years into our church and our youth group had grown and I became pregnant. We had talked and made the decision that once I got to a certain point, we would find another youth minister to help out. In this dream I got rather angry with Drew (I think I might have even thrown several pillows at him) when I found out that he had already hired someone, Richard.
Alright, this is not a blog about Richard, but I did need to give a bit of background to explain why my action was not a norm for me. This morning I started off by looking up verses and writing a card to Richard that told him that I would be praying for him and that one of the things that he needed to consider when making his decision was where he wanted to call his church home. Silly me, I even suggested that he check out Beltway, the church that I will be attending. As he irks me, one might be able to see how this letter was an act of God and not something that I would do on my own.
The next part of my day as I went to school included good things: talking with Drew, easy work in 2nd period, laughs in the black box with Reade, dance class, finding out that I could finally fully get my right side split in dance, and being in a group with people I enjoy hanging out with! Tech theatre brought laughs and a box of every flavor jelly beans at lunch brought enjoyment to the entire table as we discovered the odd tastes of skunk spray and the delicious tastes of buttered popcorn and such. One might wonder why in a span of 30 minutes my day flipped upside down.
Algebra 2 is a downer at the best of days, but today it made me want to cry. I started missing Drew incredibly and the want to be with him for longer than a few days drove me nuts. Messages such as "I hate long distance relationships! HATE THEM" and "Its just getting to be really difficult to e here when you are there. I know it is not that much longer, but I feel like our relationship is on hold almost because I don't see you. I know that you say that relationships are not about seeing each other but knowing each other, but I feel like I am not getting to know you more. I love you so much but it is just hard right now." were sent and I felt like I was alone in a room full of people. I began journaling, writing down prayers for people that I had said that I would pray for and trying to describe the feeling that I was having. When I told Drew about it, and how I just couldn't place it, he asked me if it was a sad sort of feeling. I discovered that he was having the same feeling that I was having.
I sent out a message to some friends asking for prayers for relationships and for strength to be a servant to Christ. For the rest of the school day though, I felt this feeling of depression.
As soon as I started walking out to my car, I called Drew, wanting to talk, wanting to ease this feeling that we were both having, wanting to find out the news that he said that he had for me, a prayer he said that he thought had been answered. As I was driving home, he told me that he had been praying and that maybe God had kept an internship from him because he wasn't supposed to be doing an internship this summer. Maybe he was supposed to be at home, or be in the Sugar Land area. Nothing he said is set in stone yet, but please pray for me for this decision. I told him that I would and then for a long time we stayed on the phone, catching up and doing what short 20 minute conversations can not do, we spent time together, something that I consider to be a blessing from God, because love comes from God and we would not have love if it were not for Him.
I checked my email when I got home and received this email
"Hello. As you may know, the Lenten season begins at the end of this month on Ash Wednesday, February 25. We will be doing a series entitled “Faith Comes By Hearing”, which will focus on listening to the Word of God daily as a congregation. The pastors would like to have the Bible scripture read during the beginning of the worship services by a member. Your name was recommended by the pastors as someone who may be interested in doing this."
I immediately accepted and the verse I received was Matthew 26:17-29 which talks about the Lord's Supper at the Maundy Thursday service. I have a love/hate relationship with this service, it has always been an emotional one for me since the first time I attended. It is a service where you depart in silence and I remember having so many questions for my mom as we walked out of the bare sanctuary. I feel blessed and honored to read the scripture for this service as it is one that shows how much my Savior loves me.
My friend Jessica usually dances on Wednesday nights, but slowly seems to be drifting away from it between the rush of senior year and possibly even a weariness of it after so many years of participation. This Wednesday night though, I felt a strong urge to get her to come to youth group with me at FCYG. We have been doing a series on encountering God which I have thought to be really amazing. It fills me with joy to know what others have gone through and seen them triumphant through God's glory. Anyways, I pestered Jessica several times, asking her over and over "hey do you wanna go with me tonight?" Finally she gave in.
We follow a pattern for the most part on Wednesday nights. Hang out, announcements, worship, break out, lesson, prayer groups. This was not a normal Wednesday for me though. I have grown up in a rather conservative Methodist church where we stood, sang the hymns, sat back down. I have always been uncomfortable at even the thought of holding up my hands when I am glorifying God through singing. Tonight though, I felt the Holy Spirit moving through me and I lifted my hand up, not the least bit uncomfortable, and so natural. I felt God moving through me and closer to Him, feeling like I was doing more than just my usual worship, I was WORSHIPING! This is not to say at all that I have never WORSHIPED the Lord before, but this felt totally different than even that. I am not certain what prompted it, but it felt wonderful to glorify God in that way tonight. During some of the songs I also sat down to write down some prayers. In my journal I address God either as God, Lord, or LORD God. Tonight ink flowed through my pen, powerfully yet gracefully forming the praises LORD God, Majesty, My King. I can not ever remember I time that I have called God the names Majesty or My King of my own free will. I prayed for Him to use me for His will, to help me to submit myself fully to Him, to be my desire everyday and remind me that the only way that I could be fulfilled is through Him, through His Word, His Power, and His Grace. I asked to be able to look and find all of the ways that His power is shown in my life. As we continued to sing, I felt joy.
Some days I really need a church building. Highly ornamental and full of symbols are the ones that I look for. Don't get me wrong, I can worship anywhere, but some days, I need the building...something about the way I grew up. Tonight was one of those nights. I turned to Jessica and asked if she had a certain time that she needed to be home and upon finding out that she didn't, I asked if she would mind stopping by my church. I really need some Sanctuary time I said. Not a problem. We drove over there.
When we arrived, I set my stuff down in a pew and went up to the altar just to put my hand on it and pray. I felt an urging after just contemplation to take communion. I went to where they keep it and found what I needed and as I stared up at the cross hanging from the ceiling, I felt so small and insignificant staring up at it from the base of the altar where I was sitting. My thoughts brought me to the scripture that I will be reading in April, and I took communion as I read it, staring up at the cross and thanking God for the huge sacrifice that He made when He allowed His son to save the world from sin. The sacrifice on Jesus's part when he chose to fullfil His purpose, for it was a choice. He could have quit teaching and continued on with his life, but he chose the death given to criminals on a cross where he was tortured, mocked, and left to suffer.
While I was there I asked for forgiveness for the days that I let waste away because I don't feel like doing anything. I rememered that I am not guarenteed tomorrow and I shouldn't be taking things for granted because I do not deserve them. I felt humbled. Today, I felt like God was forceful, yet gentle with me. I tried to describe the feeling to Drew on the phone and what he said described my day perfectly. John 10:11 "I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep." Today, God showed me that He is my Good Shepherd.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Waiting
I sit here in the blackbox, the sounds of rehearsal going on around me. I'm waiting. Waiting for time to pass. Waiting for the coldness to leave my body. Waiting for the New Faces Show to end their rehearsal. Waiting for the cast list to be posted. Waiting for everything. Are we always waiting for something to happen in our life?
Friday, September 12, 2008
Hurricane Ike Update
Alright, I'm going to be posting updates as I am able, granted the power stays on. This last recording took place around 7:00 pm. Now around 8:00 pm the winds are getting a bit stronger and the weather channel says that we can just expect them to grow stronger. We haven't had any rain yet, but we are expecting it. Oh and Daddy...the neighbors said that if you don't cut down the tree trunk in the front yard soon, they are going to pay a native american to turn it into a totem pole. Currently Ike is a category two storm, but if winds pick up one more mph it will be a category three. I dont expect to have another update until tomorrow morning if we still have power then. Everyone be safe tonight and tomorrow. I love you all so much!
May we take comfort tonight in the Lord our God who has told us that He will take care of us.
~:)(: Carole-Marie :)(:~
May we take comfort tonight in the Lord our God who has told us that He will take care of us.
Take comfort in Psalms 46. (Copied from biblegateway.com)
1God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
2Therefore we will not fear though the earth gives way,
though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea,
3though its waters roar and foam,
though the mountains tremble at its swelling.
Selah
1God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
2Therefore we will not fear though the earth gives way,
though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea,
3though its waters roar and foam,
though the mountains tremble at its swelling.
Selah
4There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy habitation of the Most High.
5 God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.
6 The nations rage, the kingdoms totter;
he utters his voice, the earth melts.
7 The LORD of hosts is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah
8 Come, behold the works of the LORD,
how he has brought desolations on the earth.
9 He makes wars cease to the end of the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
he burns the chariots with fire.
10"Be still, and know that I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth!"
11The LORD of hosts is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah
how he has brought desolations on the earth.
9 He makes wars cease to the end of the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
he burns the chariots with fire.
10"Be still, and know that I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth!"
11The LORD of hosts is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Selah
~:)(: Carole-Marie :)(:~
Hurricane Ike
So as you may know, there is a hurricane named Ike coming straight at the Houston area. In the AccuWeather.com storm tracker, its main path is only a few miles from where I live, and the side we are on is the supposed "dirty" side of the hurricane. I've never actually gone through a storm where I have been afraid, but this one is the exception. My parents are going to Connecticut, so it will just be Rob and I at home. I know there is nothing more that they could do if they were here, but still, the thought of them not knowing what is happening and worrying is scary to me. I've seen the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina in New Orleans a year after it happened and the destruction amazed me...I guess I'm just wondering if that will be what I see when I look out the window after Ike passes. The thought of the unknown is a scary thing...please keep all of us in your prayers.
Monday, September 8, 2008
87 things-- Updated 01/23
As some of you may know, I have a list of 87 things that I want to accomplish before I turn 35, while the list is on facebook, I realized that it is not infact on my blog. So...here it is. (if there is a * next to it, it has been completed. A ~ means that I am going to try and complete it before 2008 is over)
1. Ride a Horse on the beach
2. Learn to snow ski
3. Sing in a Karokee bar
4. Visit Europe
5. Drive across the USA
6. Become fluent in ASL
7. Own all the classic disney movies.
*8. Spend a day eating junk food and watching movies
*9. Spend 3 months getting into shape after eating junk food and watching movies
*10. Fall in love
11. Host a huge dinner party
~12. Go skydiving
13. Go up in a hot air balloon
14. Go repeling
15. Learn ballroom dancing
16. Learn swing dancing
*17. Learn country western dancing
*18. Give free hugs in the middle of town center
19. Go to a dance club
20. Go skinny dipping at midnight in a place other than a pool.
21. Be the designated driver for all our friends.
22. Visit THS after graduation
*23. Be in a movie
24. Graduate college or be close to graduation
25. Milk a cow
~26. Be kissed in the rain (by a guy)
*27. Kiss someone while blindfolded
28. Perfect the art of swordfighting
*29. Bowl a turkey
*30. Bowl a 150 or higher game
31. Go on a cruise
~32. Ride a tricycle at walmart
33. Go to a movie premier
*34. Sing and dance in the rain
*35. Sleep under the stars
36. Dye your hair
37. Sew a piece of clothing by yourself and wear it
38. Get a new phone that isnt like the one i have now
39. Meet someone famous
40. Swim with dolphins
*41. Build a snowman
*42. Ride an elephant
43. Fly first class
44. Stay at least one night in a five star hotel
45. Get married
46. Stay married
*47. Solve a rubix cube
48. Go whale watching
*49. Go on a picture scavenger hunt
50. Win first place for talent
*51. Try at least 10 different cheeses
*52. Send or receive a secret valentine
53. Bury a time capsule
*54. Buy lemonade from a lemonade stand
55. Save 10,000 dollars
56. Have a family
*57. Send a message in a bottle
58. Be kissed on the beach
59. Take pictures in a field of flowers
*60. Frocklic through a field of flowers
*61. Own an original work of art
62. Get a portrait painted
63. Go to a nude beach
64. Put handprints in wet cement
65. Have your shoes shined
66. Ride in a horse drawn carriage
67. Eat fresh sugar cane
68. Get kissed behind a waterfall
69. Own a diamond ring
*70. Share a milkshake
71. Play spin the bottle
72. Go zorbing
*73. Whistle while you work
~74. Eat one blazing buffalo wild wing
*75. Go to a dog show
76. Visit all 50 states
77. Learn to surf
~78. Read the entire Bible
79. Go to the top of the statue of liberty
80. Crowd surf
81. Eat pizza in Italy
82. Visit the Eiffle Tower
*83. Be kissed at midnight on New Years
84. Buy something for under two dollars on ebay
85. Go to a drive in movie theatre
~86. Wear shorts on one of the coldest days in the year
87. Live life to the fullest
1. Ride a Horse on the beach
2. Learn to snow ski
3. Sing in a Karokee bar
4. Visit Europe
5. Drive across the USA
6. Become fluent in ASL
7. Own all the classic disney movies.
*8. Spend a day eating junk food and watching movies
*9. Spend 3 months getting into shape after eating junk food and watching movies
*10. Fall in love
11. Host a huge dinner party
~12. Go skydiving
13. Go up in a hot air balloon
14. Go repeling
15. Learn ballroom dancing
16. Learn swing dancing
*17. Learn country western dancing
*18. Give free hugs in the middle of town center
19. Go to a dance club
20. Go skinny dipping at midnight in a place other than a pool.
21. Be the designated driver for all our friends.
22. Visit THS after graduation
*23. Be in a movie
24. Graduate college or be close to graduation
25. Milk a cow
~26. Be kissed in the rain (by a guy)
*27. Kiss someone while blindfolded
28. Perfect the art of swordfighting
*29. Bowl a turkey
*30. Bowl a 150 or higher game
31. Go on a cruise
~32. Ride a tricycle at walmart
33. Go to a movie premier
*34. Sing and dance in the rain
*35. Sleep under the stars
36. Dye your hair
37. Sew a piece of clothing by yourself and wear it
38. Get a new phone that isnt like the one i have now
39. Meet someone famous
40. Swim with dolphins
*41. Build a snowman
*42. Ride an elephant
43. Fly first class
44. Stay at least one night in a five star hotel
45. Get married
46. Stay married
*47. Solve a rubix cube
48. Go whale watching
*49. Go on a picture scavenger hunt
50. Win first place for talent
*51. Try at least 10 different cheeses
*52. Send or receive a secret valentine
53. Bury a time capsule
*54. Buy lemonade from a lemonade stand
55. Save 10,000 dollars
56. Have a family
*57. Send a message in a bottle
58. Be kissed on the beach
59. Take pictures in a field of flowers
*60. Frocklic through a field of flowers
*61. Own an original work of art
62. Get a portrait painted
63. Go to a nude beach
64. Put handprints in wet cement
65. Have your shoes shined
66. Ride in a horse drawn carriage
67. Eat fresh sugar cane
68. Get kissed behind a waterfall
69. Own a diamond ring
*70. Share a milkshake
71. Play spin the bottle
72. Go zorbing
*73. Whistle while you work
~74. Eat one blazing buffalo wild wing
*75. Go to a dog show
76. Visit all 50 states
77. Learn to surf
~78. Read the entire Bible
79. Go to the top of the statue of liberty
80. Crowd surf
81. Eat pizza in Italy
82. Visit the Eiffle Tower
*83. Be kissed at midnight on New Years
84. Buy something for under two dollars on ebay
85. Go to a drive in movie theatre
~86. Wear shorts on one of the coldest days in the year
87. Live life to the fullest
Friday, August 22, 2008
One of those days
Have you ever
had
ONE OF THOSE DAYS
the ones where everything is going justwonderfully
and you feel like you are walking on
air
and it seems that nothing could get anybetter
then the door opens and everything begins to go
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